Life is like being on a rollercoaster at the moment; a mixture of a few highs and a great many dramatic lows. Work is so painful now as I know I’m going to be without a job but don’t actually know at the moment when I’ll leave. I am feeling terribly misunderstood.
Emotionally I am more often than not at low ebb. I am finding it hard to concentrate on anything for long.
On the occasions I’m feeling up or optimistic it rarely lasts as something happens or someone does something to put the dampener on life.
I so want to move forward.